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Qualia

by EgoTherapie

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she was lying there wrapped up in white sheets empty eyes staring at me and you gotta know that in times like these there's a time and place for your grief she was lying there wrapped up in white sheets empty eyes staring at me and you gotta know that in times like these hunger can turn you into a beast so oh thank you mother you bought us another week and i swear to you mother there will be a day that i'm going to weep for you just like i used to once more i feed on you one more time of being one with you one more time you give me life it's true so oh thank you mother you bought us another week and i swear to you mother there will be a day that i'm going to weep for you
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Dogshit Days 02:45
tonight i had the longest dreams it was a summary of my active memory just another broken heart story instead of taking care of me who knew who knew that these fairy Tales won't come true ten years of dog shit days still i have no clue battered hands on bouncy hips rough lips for a meaningless kiss should it regret the chances that i have missed how long how long will it zake for me grow strong ten more years of this and you consider me gone how soon how soon will i manage before i'm screwed ten more years of this, how the hell to get through battered hands on bouncy hips rough lips for a meaningless kiss should it regret the chances that i have missed who knew who knew that these fairy Tales won't come true ten years of dog shit days still i have no clue battered hands on bouncy hips rough lips for a meaningless kiss should it regret the chances that i have missed
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Qualia I 03:10
grinding my teeth when i face the dark side of this creation falling so deep when i get lost in contemplation rapture just another ones' rupture pleasure just another ones' discomfort so i surrender as i dive into the darkness all around me and i surrender there's no way out suffer as your savior intended way too many times i forget to look behind the scenes and grasping what's inside and if you told me would i get it right rapture just another ones' rupture pleasure just another ones' discomfort so i surrender as i dive into the darkness all around me and i surrender there's no way out suffer as your savior intended the hardest challenges in life are the ones we bear inside and i hope that you survive surrender as i dive into the darkness all around me and i surrender there's no way out suffer as your savior intended
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Traces 02:48
needles in our mouths piercing through the words an atmospheric drought helps drying out the hurt when teeth stop being mine ears pretend to be blind the tension overcomes distorts once honest songs and i'm still in denial every word will come out wrong when composure has long gone silentness burned up confidence i'm in denial when i'm expected to lie and i'm still in denial every word will come out wrong when composure has long gone the gift of leaving traces we should learn to embrace it
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up in the north down in the south i've met people trying to figure out how to get through with the things they need to do trying to make their plans work out they all struggle from time to time you have your worries and i have mine but i think it's the greatest thing to know that none of us has gotta go through it all alone from the east to the west lots of folks trying to do their best if you ever forget that trying is good enough we'll be there to lift you up cause we all struggle from time to time you have your worries and i have mine but i think it's the greatest thing to know that none of us has gotta go through it all alone i walk along but always one step behind at least it's what it feels Like to me from time to time but when i turn around and you're there i realize i'm not the only one who's fighting for my life sometimes it's hard to fall sleep alone sometimes you just need a break from everyone we all struggle from time to time you have your worries and i have mine but i think it's the greatest thing to know that none of us has gotta go through it all alone i walk along but always one step behind at least it's what it feels Like to me from time to time but when i turn around and you're there i realize i'm not the only one who's fighting for my life
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being exposed takes courage am i too sensitive for you trying to show my burdens now is that a bad thing too maybe the problem is you always feel more thank we could ever take it's so hard to see through blinding memories spilled my heart out before you thank you for holding it against me when i dare to speak truth you always end up being sulky maybe the problem is me always feel more thank we could ever take it's so hard to see through blinding memories
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Qualia II 02:32
grinding my teeth when i face the dark side of this creation falling so deep when i get lost in contemplation rapture just another ones' rupture pleasure just another ones' discomfort so i surrender as i dive into the darkness all around surrender there's no way out way too many times i forget to look behind the scenes and grasping what's inside and if you told me would i get it right rapture just another ones' rupture pleasure just another ones' discomfort so i surrender as i dive into the darkness all around me and i surrender there's no way out no way of sharing of sharing thoughts no chance for genuine love you can not build a life upon profoundly different minds the hardest challenges in life are the ones we bear inside and i hope that you survive
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Burdens 02:38
you know since everything had gone to shit i've spending a lot of time trying to rearrange these bricks but today it seems that the same old pieces don't really fit anymore so in the end i guess that all of our efforts havent been worth it not at all i never asked to set mefree so don't you die inside for me because our hands only know how to confidently hold the burdens of our own and maybe it's no use trying to rebuild this house when there is no such thing as a Solid Grund anywhere around us to me it's pretty evident that the process of making amends will probably never come to an end so i think we can just as well decide to walk the streets on our own again i never asked to set mefree so don't you die inside for me because our hands only know how to confidently hold the burdens of our own
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when they scratch my leftovers from the carpet and the walls they shall not find my diaries filled with bitter regret and remorse spent too mich time pretending that there are parts of me you just can't see but the depressing truth is i just can't the pure and real me you've heard the rumor about my humor it prevents me from being presentable it keeps me safe it keeps me sane so i put up with being rejectable you'll always hurt and you'll always offend so there's no point in trying to get better but you'll spread love and in the end your self-perception doesn't really matter you've heard the rumor about my humor it prevents me from being presentable it keeps me safe it keeps me sane so i put up with being rejectable

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DIY 4life - Written & Recorded by EgoTherapie

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released March 14, 2022

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Dogshit Days: The Black Elephant Band, Maximilian "Geräuschchaot" Koch

Traces: Julia Laura

We Walk Along: The Black Elephant Band, John Steam Jr., Ami Lyons

The Hypersensationist: Robin Marien

Qualia II & Unpresentable: The Black Elephant Band

Burdens: Julia


Thank you guys so much <3

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EgoTherapie Nuremberg, Germany

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Unsauberes Gitarrenspiel mit Geschwindigkeit und häufigen Riffwechseln, sowie Gefühlsduselei und Weltschmerz mit Zynismus zu überdecken. Rasanter Folkpunk und düstere bis verschmuste Balladen stehen hier in munterem Wechsel. Ein abwechslungsreiches Akustikpaket aus Melancholie, düsterem Humor und instrumentaler Verspieltheit.

Aber auch Punk und Metal.
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